but ya gotta have faith, faith faith

so i have heard many times, "if you ask God for strength, He will give you an opportunity to be strong..." (and not just 'bam' now your strong) ect, ect.
anyways, so i was just laying in bed and thinking about bible school in the fall, thinking how the heck am i gonna get the money? which led to thinking about how i need to have faith, and then i thought to myself, have a prayed for more faith lately? and i realized, why yes! i have! and so, this is a way God is building up my faith, cause i know that He can provide, and that He will provide as i step into His will, but there is still a hint of disbelief there, even though i know there shouldnt be, and i know as i do my part God will do His.
thats where i am at.
so keep me in your prayers!!