Without You.

I honestly do not know what i would do without Jesus. He is the only reason i have made it to where i am today, and the only reason i have made it through all the situations in my life. I am currently going through one, and its just amazing to see God through it all, I bet God is loving it, i know i certainly am :D i have never needed God more than i do right now, i need Him to get through each day, I need His healing power, His love, Him. God desires to be our all, and right now, thats what i am doing, i am surrendering all to Him, what else can i do?
on that note, i couldnt imagine life without Jesus, but i knew it once, i have been a Christian for 3 years, and its crazy how fast your old life can fade away, yah some old habits come up, but i couldnt imagine life without Jesus, and that is what im using to fuel and inspire me to reach out to people, people just like i was, wondering the earth, with no real purpose, no one to turn to at all times. i want more of a heart for the unsaved, more of a desire to see God's love flow through everyone. We cant just sit here and be selfish with what we have, yes Jesus is great, yes He loves me, but if i dont share that, what am i doing here? if im not showing His love to others why am i here? Gods call for all of us is to go and make disciples, and that can sound a little harsh and distant, but He spent ALL His time with His disciples, and wants to spend ALL His time with us. He loves each and everyone of His children, those that know Him, but ESPECIALLY those who dont. I challenge you to sit in the presence of God and ask Him to show you, make you feel, even a small fraction (dont know if anyone could handle much more) of the love He has for His unsaved children. Ask. Just do it. and once you have done that allow it to fuel you, to talk to that person at school, at work, on the bus. You might be the only Jesus they ever met. make it count.